I … somehow … live with the impression that all happened to me … karmic … is something which i saw before … happening at others.
And … I’ve lived the experience … like something which was just … repeated.
I’ve disliked it … but lived it with dignity.
Maybe …. I knew it will happen.
So … i’ve smiled in front of all … realising … i could consider myself lucky cause i knew …. the whole scenario.
Unfortunately … i felt that the Universe is laughing of me … behind my back.
Yes ….
I even considered all … a joke.
Repeatedly …. happening to me.
Today …. I’m little bit worried if i see something weird happening on the stage of my life.
I am afraid …. seeing … nonsenses.
And … i wonder … is it again about a memory from my future?!
I look weird … 100%.
But …. I’ve started to see all from a totally different perspective.
I know … that the nonsense … the weirdness of life … is actually an abstract message … extremely important for my mental and spiritual evolution.
I know it … but …
Yes … i can’t accept it.
I can’t embrace the fact that i need to have those experiences.
But … my life continues.
I try to be more conscious.
…. to analyse all … and understand what is really beyond the message.
Yes … i try …
But maybe … i am too weak.
…. cause i don’t accept too well anything has to do with the karmic.
Life continues … and i keep being annoyed.
Because …
Yes …. I am not conscious enough …
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